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Friday, June 1, 2012
1:10 AM I've always wanted an older sibling!!! OK doesn't everyone hahahaha. Like some cool buff awesome older brother who'll look out for you/ or an equally awesome older sister you can look up to...(hahaha just realised that I'm hardly an awesome older sister that Timmy can look up to but OH WELL hahaha) Hehe but sometimes I think Mel is like that older sister I never had (((: Though I'm glad she's not my older sister fo'real hahaha I don't think we'd get along if she was!! Spent the first half of today with Mel :) I set my alarm for 8am because we were going to meet at 10am but in the end I only actually rolled out of bed at 9 HAHAHA. MEL ALSO she set for 7 but she woke up at 8! Clearly we need a full hour to get up properly hahahaha. And even though I overslept I still took my time to eat my cereal/pack my stuff 'cos I thought Mel was still asleep hahahaha. So I technically only left the house at 9.30am!!! But when I called Mel I realised that she actually managed to wake up on her own so I felt quite bad 'cos I was probably gonna be late. IN THE END I REACHED BEFORE SHE DID! So ok :) So yep we ice-skated at j-cube! I was kind of reluctant to ice-skate at first because 1) The last time I ice-skated was but last Friday after Sports Fest hahaha and 2) I AM AWFUL AT IT. But since Mel sacrificed her piano practicing time for me, I didn't mind so much :) Mel being Mel, was super good hahahahahahah. I wasn't even surprised!!!! Some people are just good at everything I swear!! She could go very very very very fast and do a lot of cool stuff that I can only dream of doing hahaha. OMG VERY SCARY OK because I skate really slowly Mel started pulling me and skating really fast and I felt like I was on the skiing mountain thingy again and OMG cannot control ok I just held on for dear life and attempted to balance while we whizzed around on ice HAHAHAHA DAMN SCARY!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got a heart-attack everytime she did that!!!! AND OMG once she let go as we were turning so I turned a bit and fell )))< hahahaha I WAS SO SCARED!!! I am very chicken lah hahaha. Ok but I must say it takes skill to be able to pull someone as heavy as I am + still skate so quickly hahahaha. She tried to teach me to skate backwards but duh I couldn't HAHA I was just being very fail and doing what the ducklings did. The ducklings are the little kids that had some coaching session before we skated! THEY ARE SUPER CUTE!!!! Love the ducklings hahahaha next time I will send my kids for skating lessons too :D Quite often we would stop and gawk at the friggin pro guy who could turn like 10 rounds or something and do a lot of other cool things that idk how to describe hahaha. He and this bunch of friends were damn coooooooool. Wish I could figure skate )': BUT MEL IS COOL TOO 8)  
Attitude-ish!!! @___@
Anyway time passed quite quickly while we were skating hahahaha idk why. I remember once we actually tried to do the pulling our legs up to our head thingy LOL. Like we tried to grab the bottom of our skates and pull it up but failed miserably HAHAHA VERY SCARY OKAY even though you're holding on to the side, your supporting skate still keeps sliding around then you just keep feeling like you're gonna fall!! Mel also couldn't really do 'cos she was in jeans hahahaha. How do the professional skaters do it manz )< 
Look at Kim Yuna omg!!! CRAZY.
LOL this is the green haired man!!!
If you look closely you'll see that his hair is green hahaha. He helped Mel initially because there was something wrong with her left skate, like there was no grip whatsoever and it was very scary because she just kept sliding around and nearly-falling!! But yup he helped her change skates and everything :)
So later on when we wanted to take a picture together:
 We got him to help us! And it was quite funny because when I asked him 'can you help me take a picture?' then he said something like 'with you??' and I was like 'uh no, of us -points at Mel' HAHAHAHA quite awkward!!! But we got our picture :) and while we were skating around we saw him again so I just took one with him hahaha. Cute green haired man!! HEHE MY SHIRT HAS A PANDA!!!! :) Right anyway after we were done skating we decided we wanted to have macs for lunch but the one at jcube was crazy crowded so Mel suggested walking to Science Centre Macs so we did!!! AND IT WAS EQUALLY CROWDED/even more crowded )< annoying! So we just sat down and talked first hahaha. OH I remember I got her to take the MBTI thingy!! She's the same as me o____o weird hahahaha didn't really expect that but she kept saying it makes sense and now when I think about it I guess it kind of does...a little bit!!! BUT STILL HAHAHA SO WEIRD Got our food when the queue shortened :) I had McChicken, she had McSpicy! Hahahaha then she helped me come up with a set of instructions for next Monday's Jap SL game! THANK YOU MEL seriously what would I do without you and your jap pro-ness!! It was like dictation hahaha and I had to keep stopping her because I type Jap really slowly on my phone + half the time I didn't get the vocab she was using x__________x my jap sucks how am I going to pass jlpt?? By then it was 3-ish already and I had to meet Sihwee at 3.30 + Mel had to go home and practice piano for 8 hours (HAHAHAHAH because her piano exam is coming her teacher expects her to practice 8 hours a day which is insane LOL but well when she's expected to practice so many hours, she'll at the very least clock in 2 or 3 so NOT BAD lah hahahah) so we walked back to JE mrt! :) HEHE that's when I started wearing her hat!!!! Mel is retarded hahahahaha it was really hot while we were walking so she suddenly whipped it out and put it on and I was like '!?!?! who carries hats around with them!?' well she does hahahahaha.  
Hahahaha on the way back we saw this really cute little boy who kept chewing on his shirt hahahaha SO CUTE!!
 Hehe met Sihwee after that and we made our way to Woodlands together!  Yup so we rehearsed + learnt new stuff and I guess it was rather productive! Sihwee was still kind of sad though )': aww man cheer up (L) My blisters were killing me so as far as possible I tried not to use my left leg unless absolutely necessary hahaha. Omg now I have to do two consecutive straddle jumps for the item!!! )': I cannot even do 1 properly and she wants me to do 2 consecutive :\ ok gonna keep trying during training!!! Janelle is mega cool she can do a veryyyy nice switch + her yangtiao is damn nice!! I tried yangtiao today HAHA it's actually not that bad!! Gonna try again tomorrow 8) After class we had a bit of time to ourselves in the studio so we tried a lot of rubbish things hahaha. Idk what possessed me to try half cartwheel on the floor - now I have this very nice orcheh on my arm ): stupidgirl HAHAHA. OMG WORSE STILL I did the weird roll thing I've been trying in the gym ON THE FLOOR and I went up super high and just crashed down HAHA I didn't land the nice arch back so chest first then legs way, I just crashed legs first on my left hip and my left little toe! IT WAS VERY PAINFUL hahaha my little toe didn't stop buzzing for a very long time T___T. And I think my hip is bruised HAHA why do I do such things to myself! Yeah then just went home and ate and bathed and NAPPED (I was so tired idek why!) and here I am hahaha. So glad there's no ballet tomorrow!!! Saturday there's the usual double session, then Sunday we'll probably have, and I think Monday won't have, TUESDAY WILL HAVE ): (oh man it's Zhan's POP howhowhow), Wed will probably have, Thurs we might get a break because FRIDAY we have longgg rehearsals and Saturday's the performance already! Aiyo! And I just realised that the first week of my hols are ending already omg why so fast ): before we know it it'll be term3 and we'll have all our PPAs and bullshit! Great. Then it'll be EYAs and O's omgggg nooooo DAWN LEFT FOR AMERICA TODAY )': bye Dawn gonna miss you!!!!! Buy me lotsa lotsa stuff ok Dawn :D I suddenly feel like doing math HAHAHAHA. Omg should I. Okay maybe I will!!!! Or if not I'll watch MTETS (LOL) which I love love love love a lot hahahaha even though I've only watched like 2 episodes hahahahaha IT'S DAMN GOOD Today was a good day hehe :) hopefully training tomorrow will be good too!!! I WILL CONQUER YOU DIVE TODAY IS ALSO SEAN'S BIRTHDAY!!! :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN YOU SMARTYWARTYPANTS HEHEHE YOU'RE AT MATH CAMP NOW WHICH SUCKS 'COS WE CAN'T CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY BUT AT LEAST YOU'LL SPEND YOUR BIRTHDAY DOING SOMETHING YOU LOVE - MATH. HEHEHEHE STAY COOL AND SMART AND AWESOME SEAN LOVE YOU!!! OOH and periodtracker says my period is coming in 2 days LOL I'm so excited to see if it works HAHAHAHAHA And I shall end off with a very pretty picture of Steph :') 
HAHAHAHAHA oh man I love you Steph :')
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Wednesday, May 30, 2012
BUT THAT'S OKAY UHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM ANYWAY. I still don't feel very up to blogging about the past few weeks because I feel quite sian ): So I shall just blog about today hahahaha and I'll begin with my 'injuries'!!!   THE FIRST ONE I got while closing the gym doors, like it's the folding kind so my hand just got kiap-ed! It's like an orh-cheh only redder hahaha. AND IT HURT ): Now it doesn't lah :) Blisters I got from ballet! Stupid haha I was even telling Isabelle how I thought my toes had grown stronger I probably won't get blisters anymore and BOOM I got them today )< Hmmmm so my day was pretty much just piano, gym then ballet. Piano was the same. Which means that I should really practice....but I don't like piano!! Okay I should really just get grade 8 over and done with right Training was ok! My back hurt so that kind of sucked during conditioning. There wasn't that much though!! I got very out of breath when doing the jumps though haha so noob I didn't even do more than 50 each time. I managed to land full turns on the tramp though yayyy. Ridiculous ok I can do them on the floor and I can't do on the tramp!! )< But it's fine now as long as I spot :) Tried barani again, and I don't really know how to pike less/turn faster without throwing myself forward too much. Tried dive too and I'm super bad at it! I have no idea what I'm doing and there's no ganjue so I'm just doing rubbish ): which sucks haha Siyan and Codee and Isabelle baked stuff so they brought their yummy goodies for training :))))))) Everything was really yummy, I felt very satisfied when I was leaving for ballet hahaha. I was walking with Isabelle to the bus stop after training and I kept stopping to take a picture of my hand hahahahaha I told her that it would make me feel better and she said something like "wow so the camera will somehow absorb some of the pain ah??" YES hahahaha okay no la I just like documenting things like this!! Like I take pictures of awful bruises and blisters and cuts and whatever hahahahaha am I very weird ): I guess ballet was productive but I was really pissed off by what they did to Sihwee ): She was so upset!!! And rightfully so. Okay I guess they do have their reasons, but wahlao damn bad. I will be a very happy gurl once this performance is over and done with. Another session tomorrow ugh @ Woodlands some more ): so farrrrrrrrr and I'm not even doing any of the jumps! Realised today just how bad I am at comforting people so I don't know why I try haha. Do people even want people like me around when they're sad!! All awkward and idk T____T. I do like making people laugh though. And when I manage to I feel so happy hahahahaha. Even if I'm the joke HAHA that sounds rather pathetic but if I love you I don't really care! Anyway Isabelle & Sihwee I hope y'all feel better haha lovelovelovelove (L) Meeting Mel tomorrow to ice-skate then slack @ her house haha. V excited to see her again but I'm really bad at ice-skating ): but nevermind Mel wants to so :) Okay that's it, I feel like I'm spreading melancholy so I'm just going to read then sleep...or something 0 comments
I finished the book! Everytime I see the word 'Ohio' I pronounce it has 'oh-hee-oh' in my head hahaha I don't know why. But when I say it there's this filter in my head that corrects me so I don't end up sounding stupid! I remember there was this part in the book where Charlie's sister was pregnant and she decided to have an abortion because her boyfriend was an asshole, and she trusted Charlie enough to take her there and be there for her and not tell her parents about it. And when I was reading that I thought, 'Timmy would never do that for me lor. He would hold it above my head forever and ever'. Not that I would ever have an abortion but sometimes I think our relationship is kind of sad. Mine and Timmy's. And as I progressed my feelings about this intensified because Charlie really loves his sister and his sister loves him too. I love Timmy but half the time Timmy hates me )': Oh but Timmy was really nice to me earlier!! My back was dying and the massage chair wasn't being much of a help so I went to Timmy's room and asked him to give me a massage. He said no at first, which didn't surprise me at all so I just lay on his bed and read my book. Then he gave me the weirdest proposition ever. "I'm going to test your patience...ok?" and I was like, "...ok" hahahahha then he said he would massage my back for 5 minutes if I stayed there for 15 minutes. "Do you think that's worth it???" and I said, "yes, duh." So I continued reading for another 15 minutes then Timmy helped massage my back and he actually did it willingly for 20 minutes :) I also found out that his current favourite song is Hallelujah. I love Timmy!!! I'm eating right now ): at 2:44am in the morning. Terrible, I really shouldn't be eating because this piggy is growing fatter by the day and is too lazy to run so naturally I should cut down right. BUT NO I was hungry and I couldn't resist all the buns in the fridge so I took one ):. I tried to tell myself that it's okay since I wasn't going to sleep anytime soon but IT'S NOT OKAY My obsession with personality tests has been rekindled. Even though I know I said long before (perhaps more to convince myself than anyone else) that personality does not define you, and character does and you can't really measure character so I shouldn't give a damn about personality tests...it's still quite interesting. Like all the quizzes and stuff. And then when you do them you think about what exactly they're trying to measure for each question, and you wonder if you should really be thinking about that because it's bound to affect your final choice for that question, like whether you want to be _ or _...interesting. I don't think I should be surprised at the end when I do get my results but I'm usually still half-surprised, which shows how little I know about myself! Or maybe the tests are inaccurate hahahaha. No lah, they're not, people have gotten really accurate results! I also get different results for different tests hahahaha INCONSISTENT. The descriptions and characteristics mostly suit me though. Mostly, not always. But yeah mostly. Which is quite sad because the descriptions are not the best and sometimes I get upset thinking about them...mostly because I know they're true! I think my personality's disgusting hahaha. Was talking to Siyan about all these tests and well, her results are so her hahahaha. And in some ways she really is like the main character in my lit aa story, if he took the test he would get the exact same results. And yet they are so different, because their priorities are different, their characters are different and in some ways, their habits differ greatly as well! Assuming my lit aa character is a real type of person and that people like him really exist (I'm sure they do), then I think the differences would stem from their different backgrounds and environments. Friendship-wise, my lit aa character had 0 close friends hahaha which is why he never did see the purpose/value of friendship. Which is so sad! Siyan's different; Siyan you're lucky!! (: And so am I hehe I am surrounded by the greatest people If only I was as great. Right so anyway............I have this insane backlog of blogging to do ): Which sucks because I'm lazy hahaha. But I'm also quite free so I should probably get down to doing it...tomorrow hahahahaha. Most important things would be: 1) Time w Fangning + sports fest 2) Batch sleepover 3) Vivo sleepover 4) Last 2 weeks of school in general, including japsl OK ): but I do want to remember these things so I should make time to blog about them!!! It's not that I don't have time. I'm just really lazy and sluggish hahaha. Seriously. This morning I woke up at around 9am, and I rolled around in bed until 9.20 before I told myself that I should get up and make the day productive. So I had cereal for breakfast. Then I went back to my room and I felt really sleepy so I told myself I would nap for half an hour then start work proper. IN THE END I slept till lunchtime. I felt kind of hungry so I had lunch. That was about 1pm++. I went back to my room and used my comp until about 3+, when I somehow fell asleep again. I wasn't even conscious about making the decision to do this, I JUST SLEPT. Goodness. I woke up at 5+ and had dinner before leaving for ballet. So in a nutshell, I did nothing productive except go for ballet hahahaha. Which wasn't bad lah I guess, just that we were quite sore about a number of things and I still cannot stand the last minute-ness and inefficiency of everything but oh well!! Wah. Seriously, today pretty much comprised of sleeping and eating and ballet. I am the best seriously )': I'm not really in a writing mood hahaha so I'm just going to start on another book, and then sleep! Piano tomorrow morning, then training, then ballet in the evening! Sian Thursday also got ballet. If she schedules another one on Friday I will be like T_________T because Saturday and Sunday also have. This is well and truly sianjipua OK proper post tomorrow. Actually why isn't this considered proper. Probably 'cos I'm not documenting anything particularly interesting. Okay fine. Bye 0 comments
For awhile I was considering giving up on this blog for a long long time but I decided that I do like blogging here because it's kind of like I'm speaking to someone, and sometimes that's all I need - for someone to listen to what I have to say. If you read my blog (which I assume you do since you're reading this now) then thank you. I like to think that the people who read my blog care about me. And it's nice to know that they care. If you didn't care, you wouldn't bother right?? So thank you...for caring. Today I'm more aware of my audience than ever, which is odd because I've never felt this quite so strongly before. It's different from when I'm blogging elsewhere because then I'm actually kind of speaking to myself. But now I'm speaking to people who care. People who, by right, wouldn't judge me regardless of what I say. But that's not true, people always judge. I'm not sure where I'm going with this...and I'm betting my tone is different from how it usually it is too. I actually know the reason for this! I'm reading a book now and it's a really good book. It has really gotten to me (like most dramas/books/whatever do) so in a sense I am thinking like him and I am feeling like him and I am writing like him. This post really doesn't have a purpose. I'm just saying whatever I want to say. So I'm reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower. By Stephen Chbosky. I've wanted to read it for awhile, ever since I came across a quote Cheryl posted on her blog. Let me see if I can still find it... “I think the idea is that every person has to live for his or her own life and then make the choice to share it with other people. You can’t just sit there and put everybody’s lives ahead of yours and think that counts as love. You just can’t. You have to do things. I’m going to do what I want to do. I’m going to be who I really am. And I’m going to figure out what that is. And we could all sit around and wonder and feel bad about each other and blame a lot of people for what they did or didn’t do or what they didn’t know. I don’t know. I guess there could always be someone to blame. It’s just different. Maybe it’s good to put things in perspective, but sometimes, I think that the only perspective is to really be there. Because it’s okay to feel things. I was really there. And that was enough to make me feel infinite. I feel infinite.” So yes haha. I really liked what it said and I wanted to read the book, and now I'm finally reading it. Fangning lent it to me, thank you (L) People who have read it before have told me that it's very easy to read, because it's written really simply. I love how it's written so simply. If the language was extravagant it would only make Charlie seem pretentious and arrogant which is so not Charlie because Charlie is lovely and innocent and simple. Charlie is so real. I love real people. With all their flaws and shortcomings and differences and yet the purest, the most beautiful cores. I love real people. Everyone should read it!!! It's very easy to relate to because the characters are easy to identify with and the story is told by Charlie so you see it through his eyes and I think that's the best part.
It's really sad though. And the word 'sad' is probably used over a 100 times in the book hahaha Charlie thinks a lot of things are sad and they are. Charlie's sad too, and sometimes that bit reminds me of Cutie...then I feel sad ):. I think Charlie is kind of like Cutie.
The Aunt Helen bit was really sad. We often blame ourselves for things that actually aren't our fault, but the guilt lives on forever and ever anyway.
The Patrick bit was sad too. Patrick's gay, y'knw, Teoteo. I think you'd like Patrick hahaha I love him.
"It's just hard to see a friend hurt this much. Especially when you can't do anything except "be there". I want to make him stop hurting, but I can't." - Charlie
Not particularly eloquent but that was how Charlie felt about Patrick and how I feel about certain people all the time.
I don't really know what else to say. I'm just going to finish my book, and if I feel up to it afterwards, I'll blog about what's been going on these past few weeks. Then maybe, I'll feel better.
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Sunday, May 13, 2012
I FEEL PAIN IN MY TOES ALDKFJAL;SDKJF;LASKJ PO Hahahahahah damn tired lah ): and my tou very tong I cannot think!! And I've decided that being sick is a good reason to procrastinate my English FA that is due in half an hour )': (ok technically 2 hours, Dory v nice she said I can have small extension hahahaha omg I just spelled extension wrongly 3 times) Always like that one lah ): Fall sick when I really don't wanna fall sick!!!!! KNS tomorrow getting back 3 things for Lit omg I don't trust her at all I must be there!! Then in the afternoon still got Jap SL ): first lesson and we have super little people omg 4 of us to 37 kids and only 2 of us can speak Jap reasonably well mehhhhhhhhhhh ): And Watanabe didn't sign up )))))): And I haven't made name tags ): nor the broken telephone slips ): nor downloaded the videos ): OK later must remind them to bring shoes!!!!!! Please remember tiff please remember Oh and I must also remember to check how to get there by bus!!! Haiyo I am a procrastinator of epic proportions I also think I have homework due tomorrow that I haven't done!!! HAHAHAHA walao. Geog research?? ................sure got Chinese hw just that I don't want to think about it naoz.......uhhhhhhh some math thing always got math hw lah..........bleagh I dunno ENGLISH FA Boooooo HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY!!!!! (i typed happy birthday HAHAHAHA) Love you mummy u r the best mummy in the world:))) And everything else is in my card yay Uhmmmmmm I want to blog about yesterday )': maybe tomorrow or tues!! No then I'd want to blog about first jap sl lesson AIYO WHY BLOGGING ALSO PILE UP HAHAHAHA I just remembered I owe laoshi 2 jianbaos! I hate jianbaos. But no I must love Chinese now. If I love Chinese Chinese will love me and I will do well for O's oyeah baby!!!!! 8) ): byebye 0 comments
Saturday, May 12, 2012
The week's nearly over, and I just feel kind of relieved. It's been exhausting, this week, not in the way that you'd think because it's not school work or stress or anything hahaha, it's something else entirely - But anyway (: There were many times during the week that I felt really upset and I just wanted to break down but then I didn't (until today anyway) because there were so many things that made me smile, like warm hugs and comfort from classmates, epicness and retarded joviality with batchmates (and teo haha), the funniest and sweetest whatsapp conversations with vivo.......:) I cannot thank these people enough. Especially today when I'd reached my breaking point and kaboom-ed (hahaha) everyone was so sweet even though I know how awkward it can be to have to face someone else's tears; but thanks y'all (: Dory Sylvia Adilah Yiyin Qing and especially Yisi and Weewee ♥ I don't understand how people who have done so much can feel like they haven't done anything at all; I feel I see I know what they've done and they're amazinggggg. Thanks for the short huddle/cryfest after school...I think we all needed it and I could really feel the warmth and the love and the concern and omg I love you two (: ♥ Hahahahaha crap I am trying very hard to remember what happened during the week so I can give a day by day overview but I honestly can't really remember T____T I only remember bits and pieces so OKAY a very general overview it shall be I find I remember conversations, more than anything. One, in particular, with Sabby during assembly. (Haha okay we didn't really pay attention during OH briefing.) I really liked that conversation. Not the topic, because that in itself was rather depressing but it was open and heartfelt and we realised that we have a lot more in common than we'd initially thought. No matter what, we're really blessed though, and we both know it hahaha but I guess sometimes we just tend to forget. Anyway jiayou Sabby, I'm hoping for the very best for you :)) Training in general hasn't been very hardcore, we just start off with some conditioning...and Teo has come up with something new yet again hahaha! The first time we tried it we had to use a rectangular sponge, hold it in both hands, and tuckjump over it, then tuckjump back! And we had to use it for jackknives too hahahaha. Like going over the legs every time. If you aren't in gym you won't know what I'm talking about hahahaha. Using sponges wasn't a very good idea because we gripped the sponges really tightly and bits and pieces were torn off so like the juniors said, it was like 'sponge city' T___T gross! I'm really bad at the jackknives one hahaha my stomach's just a puddle of fat )': Yeah then after conditioning we'd alternate between jumping/trying new moves and doing concert stuff!! As usual, I'm taking ages to learn everything for a'div hahaha aiya used to it already. Every year also like that, I take superrrrr long to learn everything. But quite fun lah :) especially frontpike land HAHA it's actually quite thrilling!! And then last training I tried turning once and BOY WAS THAT BAD and scary... but fun (: I've been choreographing dance bits for pirates and fight!! I think the pirates one isn't too bad hehe but aiyo the fight one T____T. I'm quite awful at choreographing stuff because everything I choreograph is about the same and it's really boring and ballet-ish aiyo ): But oh well, I'd like to think that what I choreo is still better than hopping around in Y-hold HAHAHA And I finally came clean this week :) We've been getting back a lot of papers the past few weeks and they've all been pretty bad (worst in my entire 4 years in RGS haha even sec1 when I didn't study shit) so I didn't want to tell my parents because I didn't want to have to face the disappointment. The harshness and the scoldings I can deal with, but it's the disappointment that really gets to me. I see it in their eyes, I hear it in their voices, and it'd make anyone feel rotten hahaha. But I've told everything 'cept what we got back today (sigh), and I really really really love my parents. For loving me even though I'm the most disappointing shit ever hahaha! Mmmm ORA TOMORROW! :) Quite excited hehe hope it's as fun as I'm expecting it to be! RX and his dad are super nice ((((((((: they're giving me a lift to RI tomorrow so I don't have to wake up at some insane hour to chiong there, and I won't get lost inside the gigantic campus yay! Thank youuu :)) BUY BUBBLETEA FOR ONLY $2 FROM RGGYM'S BOOTH!!! CANTEEN, STALL 13 (: So yeah I'm shit but life is good :) Mostly because I'm blessed with amazing people who keep me afloat. And I think what we did today was really :') we were anguished that we couldn't get anything right and crying and crying but at the same time we were smiling and we were laughing because we knew we had/will always have each other :) And also 'cos you're a retard, teoteo!! But that's how things should be right! You have every right to be upset and cry and wallow for awhile, but you must never forget all that you've been blessed with, because when you remember, the light will shine through your darkness and deep down you know that, ultimately, you'll be okay. 0 comments
Monday, May 7, 2012
But the thing is, I've been doing that a lot recently. I don't know what exactly I'm searching for, but I never seem to see what's right before me. There's a lot I don't see. So when I don't see I can't internalise. And when I can't internalise I can't even begin to appreciate. This isn't a friendship thing, because with friends I make an effort to appreciate what they do for me and to let them know how much they mean to me. This is a family thing, because they're the ones I've been neglecting the most. My family isn't one to be very vocal about our concern/affection for each other. (Which is quite different from how I am as a person hahaha so queer) Hmmm but yeah, it sometimes feels unnatural for me to be saying nice things/praising them because idk, we just don't do it!! We don't affirm out loud. Anything we do we convey through actions. Which is nice :) I'd rather that than all talk but talk is good too and we don't do that. We don't talk. Even when we do it doesn't go quite beyond the surface and it usually ends with a passing remark that's supposed to be a joke (but they aren't usually funny haha) and then that's it! It's more natural for us to criticise/insult each other (albeit mostly jokingly) than to discuss anything hahahahaha. We do love each other though. We just don't know how to say it. I wouldn't say it's sad, because in many ways we do show it. But I like words. And I wish we'd actually talk hahahaha. So I shall make an effort to! (: Oh but perhaps the first step to that would be to actually be honest for once. Bleagh, honesty is overrated but for now I guess that's the way to go! 0 comments
Saturday, May 5, 2012
Probably because I still feel like there's a lot to do; but I'm not really gonna touch all that tonight. Tonight's for me to slack off and enjoy life!!! Though to be honest that's what I've been doing the entire year )': But anyway, no more papers for the rest of the semester!!!!!! :) Had English and SS today, and English was basically an hour for 18 MCQ compre questions. Have I ever mentioned how much I abhor MCQ??? I can never say this enough: MCQ REALLY SUCKS ):. Whenever I attempt MCQs I feel awfully insecure about my answers and I can't stop changing them hahaha. I hate how there are 4 options and one of those answers is supposedly the "best one" 'cos walao the best answer is open to interpretation okay. I like OE so much more, at least it's got some sort of margin for error )': AND WE DON'T NEED AN HOUR FOR MCQ T_____T. The more time I have the more I think about how my answers are probably wrong and the more I change them - and yeah, thinking back about some of them, I think there are some that I really shouldn't have changed oh man. I was quite angsty after mcq (wts haha) because I kind of need to do well for English if I want to scrape an okay GPA. My GPA this semester is going to be really bad! I've calculated, and the worst it can be is really quite bad haha. Don't know why I sound so flippant about it but aiya I'm really screwed ): And I'm probably going to do badly for English! SS was okay, quite predictable, just that there really wasn't enough time! I had so much to say but no time to write it all. Quite frustrating hahahaha if only they'd given us more time. Walao they could've just taken some from the mcq compre -_- Sometimes I think SS is quite interesting!! Like all the globalisation and trade shizz, it actually makes a lot of sense and I like it when I can link everything together. It's quite econs-ish right? I'm probably not going to take econs so I'll never get to go in-depth but oh well, I still like lit more! People always say, 'oh this is super interesting, but exams just ruin it; I wish I could just study this on my own!' but for subjects like SS, if they weren't examinable then I wouldn't even bother reading up on all that hahahaha. If I didn't have the interest to begin with, then I wouldn't have started unless some external factor is motivating me to do so (i.e. exams) and it's only as such that I realised it's actually not that bad hahahah Revised choreo and fooled around in class after exams hahahaha. I was looking for my concert item's song, and guess what I found!!!!!!!!!!!! LAO SHU AI DA MI!! HAHAHAHA. CHILDHOOD OK! I think I downloaded it last year to teach it to the jap kids hahahaha. It was one of the few Chinese songs that I knew in primary school hehe (': So I just started singing super loudly and Yisi and Yuling joined me yay. Started concert prep after that! Attendance was...hahahaha. But okay la it wasn't that bad, I'm glad those who came bothered to come 'cos the session was quite fruitful! Taught nearly an entire minute of the 3 minutes? But everything's still quite messy and they haven't really gotten used to the music's speed yet ): nvm, it'll come with more practice! Realised today that I am really not cut out for teaching hahaha. I'm just not PATIENT enough, so I try very hard to be and in the end it's very forced and fake and I don't like it. Fake as in, I'm really not this nice by right and I'm just trying my best to be nice and patient and encouraging so you'll feel better and hopefully learn better; not fake as in I don't like you and I'm pretending to. Haha why did I even need to clarify that. No but seriously !_! for some people it comes naturally because they ARE that nice and they ARE that patient and they love to teach! But I can't la hahahaha. At least these are gymmers and they're jolly and cute and retarded. Anyone else and I would probably crack hahaha how awful. So teaching's out - what else can I do? I really have no idea what I want! I hate not knowing where I'm going, it's like walking friggin blindfolded hahaha you don't even know what you should be avoiding and what routes you should be keeping to at all costs - you're just walking and fervently hoping that you won't fall and die hahahaha. Recently a lot of us have been discussing possible subject combis in JC (wow just awhile ago we were discussing our possible sec3 subject combis, look where we are now) and when I tell people I'm not very sure, they ask me, 'but what do you want to do in the future?' and quite honestly, I don't know! I'd like to believe that I'm not the only one who hasn't got a clue though. I'm not the only one...right! T____T Okay perhaps I'm the only one. At least some people have some sort of inkling, I have none at all! Oh wait, I know what I don't like hahahaha. Hmmmmm. ANYWAY I WAS SIDETRACKED Despite my apparent inability to teach, the prac still went quite well; thank you gymmers for putting up with me!!! Omg throughout the entire thing ('cos it was in my class) Yisi Chris and Dora just kept staring and laughing )': and there was this very embarrassing moment where I somehow tripped and twisted my ankle a bit HAHA WHY AM I SO CLUMSY That was embarrassing! Went for Jap after that which was boring as usual and Yiqing and I were just as lost as ever hahahaha. Okay at least I did my chapter 2 wordlist x) Now I gotta do chapter 3 arghhhh ): and Jap CA is coming!!! 18 May omg! Same day as Cadenza and the day before OH :O. Whoa. Okay shall make use of this long weekend to catch up somewhat, then hopefully I won't perform too abysmally for my Jap paper hehe (why do I even care, only prelims will actually count) Yeah then tuition was cancelled -___-. And he only told me during third lang so I lugged all my chem stuff around for NOTHING!! Thanks ah. Tsk! He's a good teacher and my chem has definitely improved thanks to him but omg so annoying and irresponsible all the time!!! I swear even if I end up doing well for chem I'm going to tell him I failed just to scare him hmph My long weekend is going to be relatively uneventful hahahaha I HAVE NO LIFE. But I can't say I mind, there are times when I love having time to myself because then I can do things for me hehe. Pressing matters that I have to settle over the long weekend: 1) JAP SL omgggggggg please let it be okay 2) Mug Jap!!! must be majime hahaha 3) Mug Math ahhhh GA on wednesday and I am awful at differentiation. OK must really buck up hahaha. And Mel was super nice she offered to tutor me since she's very free now haha. But very embarrassing because my math is really very very bad hahaha oh well shall see. 4) UPDATE MY ITUNES LIBRARY!!!! yesyesyesyesy I am so sick of youtube ads. And other homework lah I guess, like geog FA. Uhmmmm if there's anything else it can wait hahahaha. I should have time to finish everything yay! Let's see, tomorrow I'm going to Weewee's house to work on the UK video shizz that we were suddenly told has to be done by 10th May oh gosh T_T. Nvm I think we'll get it done tomorrow (; Sunday I have ballet in the morning, tuition in the afternoon, then TWELFTH NIGHT WITH WEEWEE HEHE. Quite excited (((: Monday I don't have anything on so I shall stay at home and be productive!!! Okay I'm quite sleepy so I shall go do something that doesn't require me to think so much hahahaha. Even though I feel no real sense of liberation, I do feel kind of relieved that the worst is over, and I've survived the worst. Survived is a bit of a stretch though hahaha I think I've been more angsty/upset/frustrated this term than in my entire life! I MISS YOU GUYS VIVOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO )': CAN YOUR MIDYEARS END ASAP SO WE CAN MEET UPPPPP ): But jiayou guys!!! Though if you're reading this than that's BAD hahaha go and mug and get all your A1s! 8) Oh and I started on a new book! Shall continue reading, then sleep early (: byez. 0 comments
Sunday, April 29, 2012
1. Full ballet class that hurt my feet but it's a good kind of pain, like the orh cheh kind hahaha. 
2. Actually had time to spazz around after class with Wanling & Sihwee for once! (Too bad Jovin & Tabby had already stopped )):) 3. GOT TO KEEP A POLAROID! Thank you Sihwee :) 
4. Caught up with Wanling over lunch and yogurt :) 
5. Made some sort of progress during the night class. 6. Quality time with my godmom! 7. Finished my book at last. I have a lot I'd like to say about it, but maybe another time! 8. Read other things and reminisced (but yet I didn't) 9. Did things to make myself happy that weren't absolutely selfish - BALANCE 10. Felt really proud of myself for keeping to my goal :) I haven't given up just yet!! Hope this keeps up hehe. 11. Went for a jog, 1 round, walked uphill. Didn't feel as tired because I think I was slower today! 12. Did nothing productive academically but I can't say I mind haha. I liked the weekend. It was one of the better ones. Not because I was happy throughout, but because I managed to find happiness in spite of it! Sometimes I think we tend to euphemise things - ok no, not euphemise that's not the right word...we just tend to make things sound a lot better than they seem. Things are good, yes, but they aren't quite as great as we make them out to be! I don't know why we do it, probably because we want others to think that 'hey, I'm doing well you know', which is quite ridiculous a reason actually hahahaha but we do it anyway. Nothing wrong with looking at the brighter side of things but there is no need to delude yourself!! And often times, nobody else is fooled anyway hahaha. Something I need to learn too :(. Haven't done anything for school but whatever I am not meant to excel academically hahahahaha. Tomorrow...pretty slack day, except that I have 5 items and the extra SS lesson at the end of the day. (Damn I could've gone home early k I have free block!! But okay I guess we are quite screwed for SS so nevermind haha) Was supposed to go out for dinner but that didn't quite work out so oh well! No school on Tuesday, but Fangning and Kok are coming over to do RS (: Need to tidy up my room before that!!! T___T. And aww there's no training! ): Here's to a good week :) 0 comments
Saturday, April 28, 2012
But people were really nice like Luxi and Qingbird and Alysia (': thank you. The day got a lot better though and I'm alright now!! (: Jap was quite funny hahahaha Gen didn't come so Xueli moved forward to sit with us and Xueli is so epic and gay I can't even hahahahha Xueli!!!!! She would randomly start rubbing my hand/knee and when I asked her what she was doing she would tell me 'comforting you' hahahaha (L) Her Jap is super good omg I think Yiqing and I must be the lousiest ones in our class. SERIOUSLY hahahaha Chia sensei thinks we're idiots, I just know it!! But Xueli knows everything and sometimes I wonder, how did she become so good at Jap when people like us are struggling so badly?? Hahaha oh man ): Went for dinner + yogurt with Qing afterwards and we talked for really really long about many many things. It was good for me, I hope it was good for her too! I held back because she has enough on her plate but whatever I did say really helped make me feel a lot lighter hahaha thank you Qing!! ♥♥♥ Saw Daniel and RX after that (separately lah) hahaha super qiao!!! Haven't seen Daniel in ages, all of us really need to catch up properly in June after MYEs and everything! Damn funny hahaha I was just walking around and not paying any particular attention to anything when all of sudden this giant was waving like some lunatic in front of me hahahahaha oh Daniel!! :') When I got home I just felt kind of aimless and rather like how I felt at the start of the day so I listened to music and it actually helped!! Music therapy :) Then I read blogs and I read yours Chryst and consequently melted into a puddle hahahaha why so sweeeeeeet ♥♥♥ I love you toooooo, with all my heart - take my word for it, there's no need for any dissection hahahaha ;) I HAVE AMAZING FRIENDS!!! And because I do I need to stop being so ungrateful/stop wallowing in self-pity because I already have so much (: (: Okay anyway this post was quite brief because I want to sleep early heh! Ballet tomorrow, but no training because since comps are over I should dedicate my Saturdays to ballet and appease Ms Cindy hahaha. But oh no everyone's starting to stop for O's already...Jovin has stopped and only goes for the rehearsals, Wanling's last lesson is tomorrow, Tabby has stopped, Sihwee will be stopping after the concert in June...........after which it'll just be me and my lonesome self omg ); Haha I kind of want to train tomorrow actually ): Fool around with batchies + learn adiv but oh well! Oh but quite a lot of my batchmates won't be going tomorrow actually. Huh. Only Dawn and Yiyin and Beatrice and maybe Siyan if she feels up to it!! Get well soon Siyan!!!! (: Take care hahahaha ♥ I bet it's cos of the late night you had for math pt and ss aa - your body is too accustomed to sleeping at 10pm HAHAHA. OK I'm going to get nearly 8 hours of sleep woohoo so exciting hahaha k bye!!! 0 comments
Thursday, April 26, 2012
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Wednesday, April 25, 2012
I was trying to study for the English CBA tomorrow because I really don't think I'll be able to think of substantial points + not exceed the word limit (I ABHOR WORD LIMITS) but then it didn't really work out hahaha. Okay I just can't seem to focus ): and wts since when did I ever study for English lol what I am turning into The best way to study would be to blog right!!! 'Cos it's through blogging that I can practice writing yknwyknw hahahah okay bullshit blogging is so informal and nothing like a speech but s'okay, as long as I'm using English I'm studying for the CBA tomorrow. Yes! The bliss from earlier has kind of worn off....now I just feel tired. But anyway! Today started out horribly and ended wonderfully so I would say it was a good day :) Like it just kept getting better and better! We had math first block where I paid no attention at all but Ms Sya didn't seem to care hahaha. I just kept going over my bio spa notes because I was super worried!!! I started mugging for bio spa way too late omg hate my procrastinating habits. I even brought my notes down for PE hahahaha it wasn't my turn to have NAPFA what! So whatever man!!! Thankfully only the first half had NAPFA, and the rest of us had to run (which we did very slowly) and then supposedly practice 5 items hahaha. The only thing I did was to try SBJ (I got 200 gah that sucks can I improve by like 20cm before next Monday) and a bit of IPU. The rest of the time we spent going over SPA stuff hahaha. Thanks Yiqing for helping me out ((: Then it was SPA! Uhhhhhhhhhhhh. Okay I am quite pissed lol ): We all were! Not even our fault lor. Okay but whatever it's over! Walao haha how come all my SPAs this year so bad ah sianjipuaaaaaa. At this rate I'll probably be counting Chem and not Bio which is @____@ We continue angsting about SPA all the way through English hahahaha Mrs Goh is super funny and nice (even though sometimes anal) and she just went through 3 slides before giving us the rest of the block to do whatever we want LOL. So we just nua-ed around and I tried to go over my RS presentation stuff! OMG RS. We were panicking like crazy because the projector wouldn't start properly and we were the first group so we were running out of time; but thankfully the IT dept guy helped us out and everything turned out fine. THANK YOU IT DEPT GUY!!!! :)) Our presentation actually went quite well!! I tripped over my words a bit but it could've been a lot worse!! The evaluators liked our project + product yay (: Though I kind of doubt they'd be singing our praises if they were to take a close look at our product oops okay shall just hope for the best!! But definitely will pass lah. And that's all I want for RS seriously. But yay guys RS presentation's over!!!!! I have the best group in the world seriously thank you guys (((': especially for being so understanding and nice during comps period when I did pretty much nothing for RS hahaha thanks ah!! (L) We shall celebrate after we hand in our horrid report next week woohoooo Went back to class to waste time after RS and I tried doing jap + math! I have sooo much Jap to catch up on it's kind of insane. The wordlists are going to take up so much of my time!!! Why can't they just print for us ah omg. And there's some new sakubun so I would owe her 2 sakubuns already. I shall just not do the previous one hahahahaha I'm becoming increasingly lazy; especially for Jap T_____T how to pass JLPT in July ah!!! (Okay after this I will work on my Jap HW very diligently) Took 154 to Zhan's house after that!! :) Met RX on the way in and we walked to Zhan's house together. I still fear Zhan's dog hahahahaha. Wished him happy birthday, then we pretty much just sat around and waited for the rest while catching up (: OUR DINNER WAS MEGA YUMZ!!!!!!!!!!! There was this gigantic pizza with a lot of different toppings, chicken pie, clam spaghetti, mushroom soup, potato salad, normal salad, lots of fruits, seaweed jelly + peaches..........yeah omg you cannot imagine how full I was hahahaha. But it was so yummy!!! I waited the wholeee day just for that meal ok hahahaha THANK YOU AUNTIE FOR ALL THE YUMMY FOOD :) So many retarded conversations during dinner hahahahahaha! "You can become full from eating air right!" "Yeah" -very earnestly and sincerely- "Huh then why do people still starve??" HAHAHAHAH OH RX. And y'all call me the bimbo!!!! )< And Chryst's "is that mango or peach??" "Are those grapes or blackberries?" "Are blackberries blue???" "OH SO THOSE ARE BLUE BERRIES?" "No they're grapes -_-" Hahahahah and some argument about eating eggs and embryos and how it might develop into a blue chicken and how to develop into a blue chicken you would need a blue egg (IDK LA WHAT DID YALL SAY) then Zhan was like, "are you the colour of your amniotic fluid?!!?!" Hahahaha in an attempt to sound "biological" Lots of other rubbish that I can't really remember but I laughed so hard hahahaha. We were superrrrrrr full after that so we went to Zhan's room and just nua-ed around while listening to Chryst's music. We talked occasionally, but mostly the silence was comfortable, the silence was nice (: Idk but I usually find it very hard to be silent with other people haha like I'd feel this need to fill the gaps in the conversations which can be quite tiring because I am not a natural conversationalist so I always appreciate comfortable, un-awkward silences hehe We had a lot of fruits left so idk who came up with the idea of playing chubby bunny with the grapes HAHAHAHAHA OMG ZHAN DAMN GROSS he stuffed quite a lot, like 10 (??) into his mouth and then he couldn't keep them all in LOLOL SO HE SPIT THEM OUT OMG GROSSSS HAHAHAHAHA. AND THEN he counted the ones in his hand and realised that he was missing one so either he swallowed one grape whole, or it's currently lying on his bed waiting for him to squash tonight hahahahaha OH ZHAN!! Sean stuffed 13 grapes into his mouth easily LOL it was damn unglam hahahaha but not bad ah!!! I just stuffed 5, lynn stuffed 7 but we weren't so into it hahahah. Then Zhan decided to have chubby pear and stuffed 3 pieces of pear into his mouth LOL it was damn funny You guys are so epic!!!!!!!!!1 Cut the cake after that and it was yummy and rich and delicious hahahaha I loved it!!!! Then we slacked around the dining table some more, before taking our usual polaroids and wtv 'cos RX had to leave soon and we were all gonna lompang his car hahaha. Our polaroid was quite nice!!! I would post it here but I'm too lazy to look for it so too bad hahahaha just take my word for it! K maybe I will edit this post tmrw and post the polaroid Yah then 5 of us actually managed to squeeze into the backseat of RX's car HAHAHA NOT BAD RIGHT. It was LynnSeanChrystRXTiff; we're all GROWN people who aren't very small and we still managed to squeeze together HAHA #achievementunlocked OHOHOHOH WE HAD A GROUP HUG BEFORE LEAVING!!!! (: That was nice I love group hugs hahahaha. Everytime I try to initiate one everyone refuses )': Took 184 home!! I forgot that I could take 184 actually. I only remembered 75 'cos that's the bus I always take from HPPS haha but yay there was 184! I was very happy while walking home hahahaha I just kept smiling to myself and bouncing around HAHAHA WTS Came home, bathed, then yup (: Thanks for the great day guys (L) All the best for your midyears and the coming weeks!!! Don't stress too much (okay impossible, but really, Chryst, especially you!!), it's week 6 now and soon the term'll be over!!! (that's kinda bad, but you suffer less yay!) Jiayou jiayou (((': Especially Zhan Chryst Lynn RX for whatever tests you have tomorrow! And, HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH AGAIN ZHAN!!! (: Aww so so sweet "it was sweet cos of you guys" heheheheh. Everything I wanted to say I've said in my card so yup. Here's to 7 years of friendship, and many many many many more to come! (Till we're all white-haired and wrinkly - ooh, someone's ALREADY white-haired hahahah) Love you Zhan and your epicness and your boobs and just for being you hehe SISMANCE!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok I should actually get something done and sleep before 1am! Whoo. Quite excited for tomorrow. Not for CBA, but for training 'cos we're gonna get to play and maybe learn new stuff!!! And I'll get to see 'em batchies again hahahaha yay it's been too longgggg. OH AND TEO! Ok yay at least I'll have something to look forward to during dreary lessons tomorrow. K BYE! 0 comments
Monday, April 23, 2012
But that is so not true I cannot slack forever hahahaha in fact I am really going to regret this tonight/tomorrow - THIS IS WHY I CAN NEVER SLEEP EARLY Hmmm okay anyway! Had 2 papers today - Chem and Lit, and uhmmmm I guess Chem could've been a lot worse. Aiya I studied so bloody hard for Chem I swear so much so that I sacrificed Lit; so I really hope it pays off!!! And if it doesn't, then I've tried my best. But that thought really isn't the least bit comforting lololol oh well shall see how! Lit was really bad!!!! We actually had 2 hours plus in between to study and we did try, like us lit people just around and discussed and voiced our opinions but then we kind of realised that we were screwed because we had only a handful of quotes and REALLY, we had been learning ABSOLUTELY NOTHING during lit lessons. And we also kept getting distracted hahahaha but it was fun 8) my classmates are so retarded! Towards the end I actually became less worried/more resigned to my fate (hahaha always like that I swear) and Weewee and I were saying that we were well and truly screwed; and there wasn't really anything we could do about it anymore; and that we were definitely going to do badly and even though we totally deserve it, we would still be really sad about it hahahaha Which is true! I deserve to do badly for lit because I put in marginal effort, and I was a bit complacent lah haha I was counting on my crapping skills; but I know that deep down I'm still hoping I will somehow manage to do well hahahaha and when I don't I will be v sad cos I'm counting on my lit but OH WELL. In a nutshell, it was possibly the worst lit essay I've ever written in my life! No kidding! While I was writing I was just thinking 'wah, I can't believe I'm actually going to hand this in it's so full of shit' and uhmmm yeah. Haha. I wanted to do the other question but we barely went through anything on writer's craft so I realised I wouldn't be able to give a holistic viewpoint. So nvm lor. But damn sad the other question would be quite fun to write hahaha. NEVERMIND I SHALL NOT CRY OVER SPILT MILK ANY LONGER! Did RS after that and it was kind of productive? (: We're quite ready for the presentation hehe yay! Did a lot of thinking on the bus ride home and I had an epiphany! Bus rides alone are good for this kinda thing HAHAHA right right right. So I've made a new goal for myself hahaha. I like setting goals. I don't really follow through most of them but at least if I HAVE goals then I'll follow through at least one right hahahaha. But if I have none that I have nothing! It's quite personal though so I'm not going to blog about it but if you want you can ask me (: NAPPED AFTERWARDS oh goodness how could I waste time napping; and then I went for a jog!!! Hahaha one whole round, and I didn't stop even though I felt like dying HAHAHA REALLY NO STAMINA but I'm v proud of myself for not giving up hehe. Puked afterwards and it was rancid and disgusting but I felt goooood (: Haven't completed one whole round in quite long :x oops. Mmmm yeah then I tried to mug for bio spa and that failed haha oh no bio spa how ah!!! Not very worried about RS anymore; heck la just see how it goes! But I AM worried about bio spa hahaha. And both are on Wednesday!! I'm really looking forward to the end of Wednesday 'cos it's Zhan's birthday celebration and the worst would be over (((: Though after that I need to think about Jap SL aaaah ok We've endured nearly the whole of April guys!!!! JIAYOU JUST A BIT MORE T___T ok back to bio spa. 0 comments
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Anyway! I really shouldn't be blogging hahaha. It is 8.25 now, I will give myself till 8.30!! The last two weeks have been crazy hectic, there was comps, ballet exam, math philo chinese ppas, HSK, 2.4, geog AA and SS AA - all the bleagh stuff; but there was also Reinassance, batch baking, gym dinner, and spending almost every day with gymmers @ Bishan to make up for the shit hehe (: Sometimes I feel like I haven't been giving my all for a lot of things but aiyaaaa argh ok nvm hahaha. Wanted to have full proper posts for comps and ballet exam but no time aiyo. But okay for comps I've already vented my frustrations elsewhere so I'm okay with everything now :) and ballet exam.........oh well there will be many more to come T_T I think Highlights of the week were definitely gym dinner and the awesome reunion today!!! I was quite worried about gym dinner initially because I felt very bad about making everyone spend so much and everyone was really unhappy about it so yeah la very guilty!! But they knew full well the price when they voted! ): And I was worried about awkwardness and segregations and whatnot but in the end it was great (; I had a great time!!!! The food was pretty good and I ate so much I felt like I was going to explode and the atmosphere was (: and the people were ♥♥ and I had a really great time hehe! Lovelovelove my batch so much (((((((((: and my juniors are quite awesome hahaha. 
BATCH ♥♥♥
Hahaha crazy juniors
Crazy juniors that are surprisingly sane in this photo
Club gymmers (: hahaha super cute! And omg all reeeeally pro.
Yup hahaha and today was just as lovely because it was just the reprieve I needed, and it was so awesome to see all the SAPS people again! Not just 6-1ians, but from other classes from the graduating class of 2008 too ((: SJI carn and NJ carn! Both not too bad la hahaha but we didn't really go for the carnivals, we just went to support our friends. WE WERE SUPER BOSS HAHAHAHA. It's true la, when you're in a bigger group you just feel more boss LOL We really saw a great many people, like even Anushka, and hahaha she remembers us all!!! 8) how could anyone forget 6-1 anyway! Let me list everyone we met today from SAPS'08 (: Chryst, RX, Lynn, Zhan (who technically isn't but is still very much a part of us anyway), Yangzhang, Bryan, Zeping, Sean Ng, Wormy, Sarah Tong, Anushka, Lucas, Daniel Tow, Toby, Sherwin Yong, Peng Loon, J Loh omg and we even saw Ms Loh, the 6-2'08 FT!! Hahaha woohooooo SAPS is just ♥♥♥ We took many many polaroids and I got to keep one hehe :) 
COOL CANDID POLAROID!! :) RX was just testing 'cos he thought there was no more film but THERE WAS hehe and it captured 3 of us nicely (:
ST JOHN BAPTIST HOLY FOUNDER!!!! Friend and father of the young~ hahaha I like this a lot!! We spazzed like crazy when we saw the painting of him and burst into song aftrewards (like we always do) omg I love us hehe. And I got to keep this polaroid yay!
Group polaroid :)) not everyone we saw is in this polaroid 'cos we took this @ SJI but not bad already la hehe. Chryst got to keep this :))
Polaroids!!! (I think in the end we had like 8 or 9 in total? Hahaha then everyone got to keep one each!)
Bryan's lasallian shirt hehe yay!
I had such a great time last night and today so right now I feel damn sian 'cos it's like back to reality again and reality is shit ): next 2 weeks are going to be so bad omg I don't even chem & lit ppa, rs presentation, bio spa, napfa 5 items, english cba, jap sl, math ga, english & ss ppa BUT IT'S OKAY I WILL JUST THINK OF THE PAST 2 DAYS AND CHEER RIGHT UP (: Ooh and Wednesday (when half the shit will be over) is Zhan's birthday so we'll probably be meeting up for dinner yay! Ok it's now actually 9pm lol T_T I have totally overstayed. Shall just end of then!! Past 2 days have been extremely unproductive work/academics wise but in every other aspect it has been really wonderful and fulfilling and I can really say that I'm happy hahaha I'm so thankful to have the greatest friends in the whole wide world :))) 0 comments
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Uhmmm yes :) 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Haha I like the age difference but no I don't want to date now!! And besides, I'm married to Dawn ;) 3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? No idea!! Aggravated very often, happy sometimes, but never both together...I think 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Yeah especially in lifts!! Lifts are quite strange - like forced interactions then idk I just feel this urge to connect with the stranger in the lift so I smile hehe 5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? No! Not dating anyone! 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? I don't really connect songs to people haha 7. What exactly are you wearing right now? School blouse + fbts 8. How often do you listen to music? Not thatttt often; just mostly whilst traveling, sometimes in class, sometimes while studying/doing work 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans! 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? Uhhhh no I don't think much will change this year. 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? I don't know it depends!! Sometimes I like interacting with people a lot...aiya actually no, most of the time I'm just very awkward so antisocial definitely 12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? ALYSIA HAHAHAHAHA 13. What about ‘R’? Nope! 14. Can you drive a stick shift? Can't drive, period LOL 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? Haha yes 16. Are you going out of town soon? Nopeeeeeee I'm only going to Malaysia in...June hahaha sian. 17. When was the last time you cried? Quite recently 18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? Yes like all my friends all the time hehe 19. If you could change your eye color, would you? Nope! Why would I :O 20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? Hmmmmmmmm maybe! 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. I have to work on SS AA when I'd very much rather mug for chem/lit argh. 22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? No I have a gazillion pimples on my forehead 23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? No 24. What are you sitting on right now? A chair 25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? (omg ya ikr family doesn't at all hahaha) ...yes I guess!! But I tell more than people tell me hahahaha is that sad?? 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Actually right, not really? 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Probably my mom! 28. Do you get a lot of colds? Not really but I've been sneezing a lot recently ): I keep getting half-sneezes which are awful because they itch like crazy and refuse to come out!!! 29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Bibi & Baba hahahaha 30. Does anyone hate you? Yes I'm quite sure!! 31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? LOL NO 32. Do you like watching scary movies? No but I like being able to tell people that I've endured (insert scary movie title) hahaha loser right 33. Do you want your tongue pierced? Noooo 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? uhhhhhh maybe 2009.....oh wait no then I wouldn't have joined gym ok nonono hahaha. 35. Did you have a dream last night? Yes D: 36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Today! To Chris, probably 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? I'm already married ;) hahahaha but uhmmm no. I don't want to get married! 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? Nope! 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Nah hahaha 40. Did you have a good day yesterday? Uhmmmmm considering the events that occurred, it was a good day 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? Nope! 42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? Yes haha gymmers for the whole day tomorrow!! 43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yes 44. What’s the best part about school? The people :) 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Hahahahaha too many, like 4k++? 46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? Hahaha did it a lot in lower sec, but hardly now! 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Eh yes I harp on the past way too much 48. Were you single over the last summer? Yup!! 49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? 2010...quite different haha 50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? SS AA okay this is my cue to stop; shall continue later/after I actually submit my AA -k today is actually Saturday and I am done with shit SS AA hehe. argh now that I'm done with SS AA I am in no mood to continue this but I don't want to leave things half-finished so fine- 51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? Omg no of course not!! 52. Are you nice to everyone? Hahahahaha. No. ): 53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Uhmmm do you ever expect to like someone? Like idk, you like then you like lah haha 54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Yes 55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? When I really want to, yes 56. Do you think you like someone? I like a lot of people! Hahahaha uh no la. 57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? Nooo 58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? I'm okay with both! 59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? Yuppp 60. Do you hate anyone? Ehhhhhhh not reaaaaally. There are people I dislike but I can't say I hate them 61. How’s your heart? Brimming with joy LOL 62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? Yes 63. Have you ever cried over a guy? Of course haha 64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? MY PARENTS. Sitting outside and talking to my uncle & auntie about me when I can hear every word!!! 65. Are your toenails painted pink? LOL no 66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? No :) 67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? Lol no! 68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? HAHAHAH NO but I have worn them the wrong way round before 69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? My mom! 70. How do you look right now? Haggard I think hahaha and oily ew 71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? Hmmmmmmm I guess so, yes 72. Can you commit to one person? I don't knowwwwwwww 73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? Hmmmmmmmm not really!! 74. Have you ever felt replaced? Yes ): 75. Did you wake up cranky? This morning? No. But almost every other morning, yes hahahaha and I'm sorry to all who fall victim to my crankiness during the school term 76. Are you a jealous person? Unfortunately, yes. Omg actually I'm really a very very jealous person haha sux 77. Are relationships ever worth it? Yes!!! 78. Anyone you’re giving up on? In a way, yes 79. Currently wanting to see anyone? Yessssssssssss I want to see 'em SAPS people again D: today was so awesome 80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Chem tuition for 3 hours ): and mug like crazy 81. Last person you cried in front of? Uhhhhhh gymmers/b'div during tramp comps? 82. Is there someone you will never forget? Yup 83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? Don't have feelings for anyone! 84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? Who do I even want to be with???? Idk hahaha 85. Are you over your past? I cling onto the past a lot 86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? Nope! 87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? Not reallyyyy but for some nearly everything I guessss 88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? LOL "first true love"? Idk if he counts but either way he's not the one at fault 89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? Timmy? yes 8) hahahaha. 90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Not hate lah 91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? Nope! 92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? HAHAHA OMG YES. HORRID HORRID MICHAEL. an quan di yi my foot!!! 93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? LOL no 94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? No 95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? Nobodyyyy 96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? HAHAHA for loyalty's sake, he is ok hahahaha 97. Who do you have texts from? Friends, my parents?? 98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? Sad lor 99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Yes 100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? Bdiv'12!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (: <3<3 101. Ever kissed under fireworks? No!! 102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? Someone gave me the butterfly earrings I'm wearing now 8) hahahaha yes la\ OMG DONE! YAY and wts blogger looks super weird 0 comments
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